My honey has decided to break up with him for once and for all but he did not want to let go. Seriously? He is not letting go of my honey? Why must he still hold on to her? My honey insist to be friends with him but he just do not want to let go of her. I am really very proud of her because she had made her decision. She knows what is best for her and I am very happy that I am the one who she has chosen. Unfortunately he will always be there to interfere. He is rich, handsome looking and not fat like me. What can a person like me do to have my honey? The answer is anything. As long as my honey wants me to be with her then I can do anything for her. I will make her happy, I will listen to her problems, I will stay with her until she sleeps and etc. I am very crazy for my honey but owh well, that is who I am. Loving her is what I want to show her and I will make sure she feels it.
Despite being loyal and loving to her, there are people who hates me. Her family members and certain "friends". I asked myself, "What have I done to them that I am being hated?" I have no idea. I really want to know the answer because it is not fair for me to be treated like that. I respect her family members but her mom hates me then with all the hateful feelings from her mom, now her dad hates me too. I have a name and it is Patrick. But her sister calls me "fei yeh" aka the fat one. I know I am fat but that does not mean that she could just address me that way. I respect them but they do not respect me at all. It really hurts my heart. I have parents too. I am not adopted, so why treat me with no respect? If my parents were to know about this, they would be heart broken as well knowing that their son is not being respected when he is respecting the girlfriend's family members. If I know someone is talking bad about my girlfriend, I will stand up for her and defend her because I do not like people gossiping or talking bad about her. I just hope that my girlfriend would do the same for me as well. Standing up for me and protecting me instead of listening to all those bad words about me when I did nothing. Some might think that I am self praising but hey~ God knows and I would not want to self praise myself. That would be too pathetic. People have eyes to see for themselves, I need not tell them I have done the good thing.
I will always have the broken heart as long as I know that they hate me for doing nothing wrong. Even though I have done something wrong, all I wanted was just an advice so that I could change instead of talking behind my back and hurt my feelings. I have tried talking to her parents but they just shut me off and ignore me. Sigh~ I am doing what I need to do and what I want to do to be happy with my honey. I need not please them but parents' blessing are important. Too bad I am not blessed by them. I am like the devil to them where I must be cast away and never be with her daughter forever. They are Christians, so am I and I know that God did not ask them to treat me that way. My honey may not know how I really feel but seriously it hurts me a lot but I am willing to forgive her parents and her family members because God taught me how to forgive and forget. I will not hate God's creation but I will be angry for those who uses God's name just to please themselves.
Nevertheless, I have faith with my honey because her decision is to be with me and I will support her always no matter what happens. It might take time but time is all I have. I do not mind waiting for the one I love. As long as she knows what she is doing then I am happy and proud of her =)
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