It Is Going To Be Her Birthday!

I am really excited over my girlfriend's birthday. It is 14 days from today which falls on 18th of November. I will be going back to my home town just because of her special day. She wanted me to go back to celebrate with her and I promised her. Well, before she wanted and before I promised, I have already made up my mind that I will go back for her birthday 7 months ago. My plan was to buy a cake for her and surprise her but she already knew what I will buy for her so it is still okay for me because she is still very happy with what I will give her. She is really looking forward to it but unfortunately for me, she did not anticipate that there will be some obstacles.

Her birthday is on Sunday and I will be back on Thursday night just to have a chance to go out with her on Friday. Saturday and Sunday is not possible for me to go out with her because of her parents. It is a long story but just to cut it short, she is can hardly go out on a Saturday or a Sunday. That is why I will be rushing back on a Thursday night so that Friday will be the perfect day. Well, it turns out to be Friday she has extra classes just to finish off those unfinished assignments. Sigh~ I know it is not her fault and I am not blaming her. It is just that I could not go out with her although I am in Ipoh.

Why not go out on a Monday some might be wondering. Well, her mom is taking leave on Monday and she will be celebrating with her. Hmmm~ her birthday is on a Sunday and her parents are around. So is her mom saying that she will be celebrating with her daughter on a Monday whereas Sunday they will be having dinner together? Seriously I do not know why. As long as her mom is there, I have no chance to go out with my girlfriend. I am quite sad when I do not know what to do. But hey although she cannot go out with me, I still can deliver the cake to her house and walk back home with half a broken heart. Well it is better than a whole heart broken. I just want her to enjoy her birthday happily with or without me. Isn't that what a boyfriend should do? I hope she will be happy =)

If There Is A Broken Heart, Let It Be Mine And Not Hers

My honey has decided to break up with him for once and for all but he did not want to let go. Seriously? He is not letting go of my honey? Why must he still hold on to her? My honey insist to be friends with him but he just do not want to let go of her. I am really very proud of her because she had made her decision. She knows what is best for her and I am very happy that I am the one who she has chosen. Unfortunately he will always be there to interfere. He is rich, handsome looking and not fat like me. What can a person like me do to have my honey? The answer is anything. As long as my honey wants me to be with her then I can do anything for her. I will make her happy, I will listen to her problems, I will stay with her until she sleeps and etc. I am very crazy for my honey but owh well, that is who I am. Loving her is what I want to show her and I will make sure she feels it.

Despite being loyal and loving to her, there are people who hates me. Her family members and certain "friends". I asked myself, "What have I done to them that I am being hated?" I have no idea. I really want to know the answer because it is not fair for me to be treated like that. I respect her family members but her mom hates me then with all the hateful feelings from her mom, now her dad hates me too. I have a name and it is Patrick. But her sister calls me "fei yeh" aka the fat one. I know I am fat but that does not mean that she could just address me that way. I respect them but they do not respect me at all. It really hurts my heart. I have parents too. I am not adopted, so why treat me with no respect? If my parents were to know about this, they would be heart broken as well knowing that their son is not being respected when he is respecting the girlfriend's family members. If I know someone is talking bad about my girlfriend, I will stand up for her and defend her because I do not like people gossiping or talking bad about her. I just hope that my girlfriend would do the same for me as well. Standing up for me and protecting me instead of listening to all those bad words about me when I did nothing. Some might think that I am self praising but hey~ God knows and I would not want to self praise myself. That would be too pathetic. People have eyes to see for themselves, I need not tell them I have done the good thing.

I will always have the broken heart as long as I know that they hate me for doing nothing wrong. Even though I have done something wrong, all I wanted was just an advice so that I could change instead of talking behind my back and hurt my feelings. I have tried talking to her parents but they just shut me off and ignore me. Sigh~ I am doing what I need to do and what I want to do to be happy with my honey. I need not please them but parents' blessing are important. Too bad I am not blessed by them. I am like the devil to them where I must be cast away and never be with her daughter forever. They are Christians, so am I and I know that God did not ask them to treat me that way. My honey may not know how I really feel but seriously it hurts me a lot but I am willing to forgive her parents and her family members because God taught me how to forgive and forget. I will not hate God's creation but I will be angry for those who uses God's name just to please themselves.

Nevertheless, I have faith with my honey because her decision is to be with me and I will support her always no matter what happens. It might take time but time is all I have. I do not mind waiting for the one I love. As long as she knows what she is doing then I am happy and proud of her =)

Always In The Wrong But I Am Not Giving Up

I just do not get it why am I always in the wrong according to her. My honey says that I do not love her, says that I did not try to make her happy, and always blames me for scolding her. Whatever I say or do it is always scolding her when I did not. I really really feel that I am not treated fairly. I love her so much that I could do anything for her. But she blames me for scolding her although I did not. She will dig up the issue that I scolded her when she was rude to me. I am only teaching her the right stuff and not the wrong stuff. I was being accused for teaching her saying a harsh word when I did not. She learned that word from her friends and I was blamed by her mom and sister. Life treats me unfairly but all I want is just to be happy with her. When she is sad I will try my best to make her happy but when I am sad she would not try to make me happy. Instead she wants me to make her happy when I am sad. I do not mind because I tolerate. I give and take. I know she wants to be happy only but she doesn't know that I am also sad that I need her by my side just to cheer me up.

Nevertheless I am really down at times when she keeps on doing things that gets on my nerves. My honey might thinks that I always want to be right and always want to show off that I am the best. To be honest that is not what I am showing. I just want to be happy with her and not showing that I am always right and she is always wrong. I do make mistakes too but I just hope that my honey knows what she is doing. She cannot make other people sad just because she wants to be happy. I want to be happy with her but I always get the blame that I scold her. I admit I scolded her yesterday in a fatherly way because she was too rude to me and today she says that I only know how to scold her. Damn it breaks my heart. I do not know how to reply her because whatever I reply or text her is consider scolding. What have I done that I have to deserve this type of treatment?

She keeps on calling her ex sweet names and I do not like it. The only reason was because she is used to it. Okay she is used to it but that doesn't mean that she could continue on that habit. Does she knows that I am really sad and heart broken? I had enough of bullshit that her parents hate me for no reason, her elder sister too hates me. Seriously what have I done?! I did nothing to her family members. I even respected them and of course I respect my honey as well. But with all the respect that I have given, they treat me as a threat, as an enemy, as a bad person. I really do not know how to open my mouth to tell my honey to stop blaming me that I scold her. Why can't she just understand that I do not want to scold but only wanted respect when I am giving respect to them?! I do not need royal respect. My respect is just treating me good when I am treating them good. That's all I needed. Nothing more and nothing less. That is all I have wanted, needed and longed for it because I do not mind being a fool. I do not mind other people making use of me but as long as I do not think that is too much then it will be alright.

God I really wish that my honey will change her way of thinking. She says that she got phobia that I will scold her. I thought she knows me the best since we know each other for more than 10 years but then whatever she is saying is not who I am. She doesn't want to me scolded that is why she said that. Others might think that I am self praising but I am only loving her the way that I was not loved. I am not blaming my parents but it is because of them and some of the couples that I have seen and known changed me. I do not want to treat my honey badly or the way she is not suppose to be treated by a guy. I do what is best for my honey and I hope I am giving good example to the younger generation as well because nowadays young couples tend to break up just because of minor stuff. Another thing is that my brother is dating my honey's younger sister too and as a brother I should show good example.

My life with her is always full of surprises and often rough but I am sure that God will seek to it and lead us to a happy life one fine day. As long as I am alive, I am not giving up on her although she thinks of me as a monster that scolds her and although I am being treated unfairly by her family members. I admit that I am stupid and silly because I love her that's why. I am not giving up trying to make her happy despite she has the phobia.

Hurt by Someone I Love

Have you ever felt so down until you do not feel like eating nor drinking after an incident? It is very common to me but just now was really really heart broken.

I text my girlfriend and there was no reply so eventually I text her like this "Hello?". I got the reply instantly and she said that I was being rude and lansi (arrogrant). I was never known as an arrogant guy furthermore lansi (Cantonese language of arrogant) is very harsh word to say. Seriously if my friends call lansi, I don't give a damn because they are just my friends. Friends come and go, if my "friend" wants to give me his lansi attitude by calling me lansi although I am not, I can just ignore him and he will not be my friend soon.

Unfortunately the word "lansi" came out from my girlfriend's mouth. I felt hurt and I have no idea why she did that to me. Just a simple "Hello?" can cause her to call me "lansi"? I never taught her that at all. I called her and ask her why she said that to me. She answered, "Because she likes it". My heart instantly breaks into two and I felt so miserable. She blames that I did not text her, "Honey are you there?" instead of "Hello?". I do not mind changing how she wants me to text her because that is what she wants then I will give it to her since I love her but calling me "lansi"? Is that necessary? Those harsh words from the girl I love who hates it if I say the F word is now calling me "lansi" just because its her choice and she likes it.

Owh well, it is her choice. She likes or loves to hurt my feelings then so be it. As long as I do not hurt her feelings then can already. Anyhow, I am being hated by her family members for no reason, she wants to hate me too I can't do anything but just to accept the fact that I am not good enough for her.

P.S. If you are reading this. Am I really that lansi to you just because I text you "Hello?"

Do You Know How I feel?

Each and everyday I wait for my angel to text me first because I am afraid that I would disturb her but it seems like no matter what I text her as in like asking questions whether has she eaten or not. there will not be any reply. Seriously I am sad because I felt like I am being neglected although she is busy. I know she has lunch break so I text her during lunch but no reply from her as well.

Just a text or two would make me happy. I know she is busy but hey I do feel sad. I cannot do anything but just to wait for her to reply me. But once she text me, it is like nothing had happen like that. I do not know whether she knows that I am waiting for her or not. The feeling is damn hurting when a person is missing and waiting for a special person.

I just wanna to talk to her for awhile because I want her to know that even though how busy or bored I am, I will find some time just to talk to her. I guess she would never know the desperate feeling. All I want to do is just to call her early in the morning just to wish her good morning, call her during her lunch breaks, call her once she is back from her college and call her before she goes to bed. I am an idiot at times but I just want to show her that I love her. I want her to have the feeling that I am there for her although I am in KL whereas she is in Ipoh. If I can't show her the love then I do not deserve to be with her. I really want to be with her that is why I am trying my very best to do what is right.

I am quite down for all I can say. That is how I feel and I do not want to have those feeling. I just hope she could just reply my text. I do not mind waiting but I hope she knows how I feel waiting for the one I love.

Why Do I Love You?

A question from my angel which goes like this "Why do you love me so much?"

Nice question angel...I have known angel for more than 10 years. Well I could say I never knew you would be so special to me. I do not have a sister so I treated you as my younger back then. You were there for me whenever I am sad. You were there to cheer me up whenever I am down. I felt that you were so close to me although we only can see once every weekend.

I want to take this relationship to the next step is because I fell in love with you. I do not know why but it just came into me that I love you. There is no reason why I love you because I really cannot reason it out. All I could say is that there is no distance between you and I. No matter how far we are from each other I can wait until you return next to me. Mushy mushy feeling had always been inside me for over 5 years. I really cannot explain but I could always show you how much you meant to me =)

My love for you my angel has never faded and I will always love you. I will wait for you until the ends of the earth. I want to make other girls get jealous of you angel because I have chosen you angel as my life time partner! =)

Ego

Every guy has his own ego. I have mind but I can honestly say that it is not huge. I do not give a damn about my ego when I am talking to my angel. It is because I put down my ego just to talk to her.

I rather apologize to her than to make her sad. What she says I will listen. I am not a dog if some of you think I am but I am just doing it because I want her to be happy. I want to prove it to her that I am worth being with. There are many other ways to make her happy though but I just can't do those since I am too useless. What I have is ego and what I can throw away is also my ego.

Today I was pretty sad because I woke up around 10am hoping that I could just call her to wake her up. I called her from 10am until 2pm but she didn't pick up...I thought she was still sleeping but I was wrong. She was at college. Around 10:30pm she called me and I was really really happy that she called me but in the end it turned out to be she was sad. She asked me will I let her go again and my answer was never letting you go because I never let you go before. With my answer she was sad. I have no idea why she was sad. She didn't even want to talk to me although she uttered something. I asked her to repeat because I could not hear what she said but she didn't bother to repeat and just replied "nothing".

Angel please talk to me. I do not want you to keep quiet whenever there is problem or you are sad. I might not be helpful enough but I just want to comfort you. I have known you for more than 10 years. Whenever you are sad I know it instantly. I did not give up on holding you back when you left me. I did held you as strong as a vault. But I felt like I am controlling you. Therefore I let loose a bit so that I want you to have some freedom as well. Please do not think that I am not putting effort into this relationship. Sometimes you push me away although you want me to hold you back but I am afraid of hurting you when I am holding you back. I would just listen to you and just back off because I am afraid that I would lose you again! Angel you have no idea how sad is it to lose someone over and over again. It sucks and it hurts! I do not want to lose you.

I do feel sad too and I will share it with you. I want you to be the first to know everything inside my heart because you are important to me and you are someone special that I would share my problems with. No matter how sad I am, I will try my best to cheer you up angel. =)

Just The Way You Are

Hey I just met you...and this crazy, so here's my number...so call me maybe?

Yup, she has been calling me almost everyday during the midnight. I really do miss the midnight chats especially when she purposely stay awake just to talk to me. Nevertheless, it is still a complicated relationship that we are overcoming. I do not know how would she feel with this situation but I do not feel nice at all. What I can do is just to support her, comfort her, cheer her up and ever ready on standby mode for her. 

I am going all out just to love my little angel.

Unfortunately a guy like me who is loyal, doesn't smokes, doesn't drinks, doesn't gamble and doesn't flirt just got talked bad about. I was known as the fat boy who has something wrong with my brain. First of all I am not as fat as you think I am...I do not have the rounded shape...not even close. Second of all what is wrong with my brain? Just because I am being loyal to my angel and I would love to chase her back is something wrong? I thought only the bad ass guys who flirts around with girls and cheat the girls will be talk bad about. 

But hey, I am a naive guy because I do not need to listen to what people say just to love my angel. I am hated my her parents and hated by some of her friends for being loyal. Seriously is that worth hating? Is that worth saying no to our relationship? We have been together for 5 years and I am not complaining that it is boring. I love my angel a lot and forever loving her.

There is something that puts me down, that is the relationship between my angel and him. She is happy because there are 2 guys loving her. I thought I was the only one she is talking to (as in a special guy) but he is another special guy too. She just can't let him go as well. Seeing her texting him so sweetly with lovey dovey names and giving him hope that she still wants him although she told me that she wants to be with me. I am doing a lot of things just for her. Just to get her back into my arms...not by force but just by heart. I bought her Sticky candy for her because she loves it. She loves Milky Way chocolates and I will be buying that for her too. I am getting her 2 Holland rabbits as her birthday present as well. I know buying things for her might not change anything but at least I know what she loves and likes rather than not knowing and not doing anything even though I have known. Does he knows what she really loves and likes? Did he give those stuff to her to prove that he loves her until he understands my angel? I seriously do not know but all I know is that she is still with him even though she loves me. She does not have the heart to leave him but I feel that it is not fair for me either =(

Anyhow tomorrow is that guy's birthday. Will my angel spend a day with him? Will my angel buy present for him? If she is buying present for him, will it be a loving present where it shows love to him or just a normal present? I just hope that tomorrow will never come true. I am jealous I admit. I do not want to share my angel. It is like kissing the person I love the most and kiss another girl with that same lips. That is so not going to happen to me because I am not like that. Sharing is caring but for this situation sharing my love one is not caring at all! The only other girl I will kiss is my future daughter if I am going to have a daughter or two with my beloved angel.

I love just the way my angel is and I would love to let her know that I am not giving up on loving her =)

I Have Return

Wow it has been a long time I did not update my blog.
I have been busy for the past few months.

Last month I had my sem break, I worked at Sushi King for 3 weeks and it was fascinating! I can't believe that working is that fun. Seriously fun. I am not joking. Well maybe it is because I met nice friends and it was my first time working >_<

I got cuts and bruises but it was worth it =)

During that moment, something happened that opened my heart. That is HOPE.

It was memorable and I have been waiting for this time to come. Megan my love one was not happy with her boyfriend and she told me all these while she was missing me and still loving me. I thanked God for this day to happen because I am ready to catch her if he did not. I promised her that I would wait for her and this is the time I will prove it to her that I still love her after what we have done to each other 4 months ago.

Fair enough that Megan and I gave him a chance to change but all he did was making her more sad. I comforted her, held her in my arms, hugged her, and most importantly make her feel happy even though she had a rough moment with the wrong guy. I have never felt so alive before. She made me whole and she realized that I am a special guy that nobody could replace me...I am very glad and thankful after knowing that I am irreplaceable =)

I have indeed changed a lot (in a good way of course) in her eyes. I will prove to her that this new Patrick is worth being with and loving. I will make sure she will not leave me anymore for I will take care of her and give her the best that anyone could give her...obviously not spoiling her but loving her with all my heart.

Although Megan and that guy have to clear things out...it takes time for everything to settle...at the mean time I would like to chase/court Megan where I never had a chance to do so. If I am the one she would want to be with, I will be the one who will give her happiness with the help of God =)

3 Days Working In PC Fair

KLCC PC Fair! 

I got a job as a promoter for Avast anti virus and the pay was RM80 per day and the commission was very low. Better than nothing though because I got nothing to do. RM240 for 3 days is like free salary. The first day it was at KLCC Convention Centre. My friend and I was situated at a place there were not many people there. The target for that day was 10 copies of anti virus sold per promoter. PC Fair ain't fair for software. Its the hardware that is cheaper. Who the heck goes to PC Fair just to look for anti virus?

Owh well, my job is to promote and having a nice relationship with the customer is what I do best. But seriously some other promoters do not know what are they doing! They gave wrong information to the customers not to say cheat but unintentionally the customers were being cheated because the information was not correct given by the other promoters.

My friend and I managed to sold 4 copies only on the first day due the "feng shui" place. To us it was a better than none sold. We were "scolded" because there were many people not holding Avast pamphlet. Are you kidding me?! They do not want to take it then what can we do?! Force them to take and persuade them into taking the pamphlet? So am I suppose to say, "Hey sir/miss, here take our pamphlet to wipe your ass. Our pamphlet has a wider surface area compared to your toilet paper."

The next day my friend and I was sent to Low Yat because they have their fair as well. At first we thought that Low Yat will be worse but it turned out to be awesome! The target at Low Yat was 5 copies per promoter but we managed to sell around 15. It was really really tiring and my legs could not take it anymore. I went back to my apartment with a zombified body.

The last day of my work was also at Low Yat but this time the target was 10 copies. My friend and I was like WTH?! Yesterday the target was 5 per promoter and now it is doubled?! What are the chances to get as many customers as before? It is tough but we tried our best. Surprisingly the sales was awesome after lunch! The total copies we sold was 26! We achieved our target and we have bonus RM75 in our pay. 

When we reported to the person in charge of our sales, he was shocked! He sent 2 MVPs away and I bet he regretted. If not KLCC would have better sales compared to Low Yat. Average out both of us beat the other promoters in KLCC flat. It was a nice experience though because it was my first time working. The next PC Fair will be in Ipoh and I wish to work in my hometown as well.

You Call Your Girlfriend a Bitch?

I was playing League of Legends and while I was waiting for the game to start, there is this Singaporean asshole who is only 17 years old said something that pissed me off badly. His girlfriend called him via Skype and he said that his BITCH was disturbing him. What the hell is this?! The game has not started and he was already acting like a total jackass! He should not deserve to have a girlfriend. I do not care how handsome or how rich he is but girls are not meant to be treated like that!

Once the game started and the battle has not even initiated, he already made a statement that I am a noob and I will feed the opponent. He made me so damn angry, so in the game I KS-ed him most of the time. My team won but I felt fun KS-ing him and I did not save him when he was in trouble or danger.


I am suffering here waiting to have a nice girl to be with me after my ex left me but some people who already have a partner do not appreciate who they have.

Just Wait For It

I have been listening to many people talking about relationship that does not turn out well or bad and they will usually follow up with a sentence like this "someday you will find someone better and he/she will appreciate you". Now seriously I do not think that it will be that "easy". Appreciating me as a good friend that is of course a yes but appreciating me as a partner in life, I do not think so.

I have seen many guys who are Single, Available and Desperate which leads to SAD. I am one of them and I should I be proud of myself being single? I hate it because I know what I had done last time. Loving my ex as if she was my everything! If I did not know how to appreciate Love and I am happy when I am single, that means I was not ready to be in a relationship. I was just having my sweet time with a girl. Seriously NO! I am ready for it. I am glad I do not go behaving like some other guys or boys who breaks girls' heart! I do not smoke, I do not drink...well red wine is exceptional for me, I do not gamble and I do not flirt! I guess these types are mostly found in the geeks or nerds category. Am I one of them?

Come on! Even my geeky nerdy friends found a partner! How about me? *sigh*

She was everything to me until she left me...now I am just waiting for the right person to fill up my empty heart so that I could be in love again.

It is really quite difficult to live a life as a guy like me though when it comes to loving a girl.

It seems like you want someone, they do not want you,

When someone wants you, you do not want them,

When both want each other,

Something has to come around and mess things up.

I wish I will not wait for eternity because I missed the loving moment :'(

Responsibility

Watched The Amazing Spiderman just now but what is amazing is that he is amazingly playful =)
Webbing criminal's groin and he was quite in a rush to kiss XD
But over all it is not bad, humor and action is pretty well balanced.

With great power comes great responsibility

Put Spiderman aside but seriously all of us should know what it means by "With great power comes great responsibility". We are not born with super powers but we are children of God. It is sad to see and hear that people are breaking up over small matter. I was pushed away and I was really being treated as strangers, not even friends. It sucks and it hurts badly. No matter what do not try to treat that person who isn't going well with the relationship as strangers.

There are couples who have these 7 stages looping but some just maintain the stages at 4 and 5.
stage 1 : strangers
stage 2 : the chase
stage 3 : honeymoon
stage 4 : comfortable
stage 5 : tolerance
stage 6 : downhill
stage 7 : breaking up

Even though its a break up, both the parties can still be friends. Please do not make it as though nothing happened and good memories do not just disappear. When one wants a relationship, it is not as easy as everyone of us thinks. It is not a fairy tale, not a drama and yet not a dream. Sacrifices have to be done. Money, time, studies, friends and family is involved for certain people.

I am already 21 and my friends in Facebook are getting married at the age of 20 and 21. Gosh~ that was quick. I am still studying here and they are getting married. Come to think of that, its my female friends who are getting married. Male friends are still chilling out, studying, working and etc. Wow girls are more fortunate than boys.

Owh well, God gave us Love so we have to play our part and be responsible and have responsibility when it comes to having a relationship. Treasure it, appreciate them, do not break your love ones' heart, stay loyal, be sincere, do not hide and many more things! But if there are arguments, just sit down and talk to each other. Empty the mind and talk while thinking of the sweet memories when 2 person are together. Don't go hopping from a relationship to another. If and only if things do not work out well, just talk it out no matter what the outcome will be.

It is always a good thing that a person is not single and at the meantime single isn't that bad because single thinks about how happy they can be with the one they like or love while couples argue even though they are with the loved ones. There is no best of both worlds but its Love that kept us stronger and kept going.

Just A Nice Guy & Away We Happened

I came across 2 youtube videos from WongFuProductions and the title of the video is Just A Nice Guy and Away We Happened. 

Just A Nice Guy was originally made and released in the year 2007 but Phil and his friends decided to re-release it again in their official channel WongFuProductions. When I watched that video, it reminded of me being a nice guy always. Seriously I am not praising myself but Phil's role in the video is exactly like me...well except for the happy ending part. =/

Away We Happened is one awesome love video in youtube. Nearly made me cry though because the ending was touching and loving. I wished I could have a love life like theirs <3

Links to the videos

Just A Nice Guy - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vMSixENoid4

Away We Happened - http://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLCFB1AEEE89E7D285&feature=g-user-a

Happy, Fun, Disappointed and Memorable Moments (Day 2)

1st July 2012

Continuation of my Genting Highlands trip!

Andrea was watching her series, Kay got knocked out and I was busy Facebook-ing and not forgetting whatsapp-ing =)

Kay wanted to sleep for like an hour or two then 12am head to Casino again but his body was too tired. Andrea slept, Kay slept and I finally got my sleep after 1am around 1:10 like that. Andrea woke up and asked Kay and I to wake up. She said that it was already 2 o'clock! She shouted wake up ah! LOL! She sounded like my mom! HAHAHAHA! I woke up blurring and checked my phone and it was only 2am in the morning!!! OMG! I slept less than 1 hour and she was already prepared to walk around in the middle of the night! I was like a witch in Left For Dead 2 mourning non-stop.

Andrea wanted her Starbucks! So Kay and I went to Genting World Resort section's Starbucks. At the peak of Genting sipping our drinks...both of them had hot drinks while I got myself a cold Caramel Macchiato at 3am. Fresh air! Cold air! Cold drinks! Brrr~ 

Caramel Macchiato 

Kay and I went to find more Casino spots but the only place we know was at First World Hotel. We left Andrea alone watching her series and decided to pick her up at 4:30am. 

She cannot hear a single sound around her with Kay's headphone

Kay and I managed to get into another Casino spot but that spot was too machine based. We do what we do best, calculating the odds of winning and losing. Kay tried RM60 but machines were too good to be true although the output was quite rewarding if Kay wins. So total was about RM150 was "donated" to Genting. The Starbucks closed and Andrea was forced to leave. 3 of us went back to the room around 5am but the "night" was still young thanks to Andrea. Kay and I could not sleep because Andrea wanted to be the Bat Girl while we are her sidekicks. After 5am she wants to sleep so Kay on his notebook and we watch a movie to spend some time while the sleepy disease gets into us. Kay went to sleep after the movie while I continue my Angry Birds Space until the game puts me to sleep. In between 2am to 5:30am I've got a friend to disturb as well =P Michelle my ex's friend who studies in Sunway Ipoh College was awake. Tease her by telling her how nice Genting is during 3am with Starbucks! HAHAHAHA! 

The total time I slept was less than 4 hours. Slept at approximately 7:15am and woke up at 9:30am because the plan was to head to the Outdoor Theme Park! After our Mac Donalds breakfast our first ride was the spinning thingy where we sit on the seat while we will be lifted high up n spin us around. My fillet-o-fish was pretty much alive inside my stomach after the first ride =D

We spent most of our time queuing up at the rides we rode. The weather was not in a good mood I guess, all of a sudden very hot, all of a sudden cooling and I hated the part when we queued up for almost 1 hour for the go kart. Kay went to take Andrea's belongings from the locker which will auto open after the time's up. It was our turn to get into the ride by then and Kay was not back yet. Andrea and I picked our go kart and once we are allowed to move my go kart's engine just stopped! The rest of them had already finish 1 lap but I was still stuck at the starting point! Once I got a replacement kart, I shoot of like nobody's business. I was happy that I could start but it drizzled! I queued up for so long just to get stuck and drove for 1 round only!

Andrea and Kay queuing up at Space Shot

Ready to shoot off

Andrea was screaming for the entire ride

Having their Baskin Robbins

Once it started to rain, we went back to our room. Andrea wanted to do mask and she wants me to accompany her to do. Seriously I have no idea what I need to do but since I got sun burned on my face, well no harm trying a mask. Kay did mask as well and the 2 guys were like sleeping corpse. We eventually fell asleep while waiting for the time to peel the mask off.

OMG my face looked so fat and funny~

After having a nap, we packed our bags and left the room to hunt for Chatime! Andrea and I could not look for Chatime at first when we saw people having drinking it. She wanted to have her Starbucks but luckily we got to know where's Chatime. Helped her save few bucks eh~ XD

3 pictures were taken before we leave Genting Highlands! Nice experience and we had lots to laugh about. Next time I would love to go up with more friends instead because the more the merrier ^^

Happy, Fun, Disappointed and Memorable Moments

30th June 2012

|Another grandmother story of mine...to read or not to read...that is the question|

Woohoo~ my dad allowed me to follow my friends to Genting Highlands but I was not sure what time I was going back.

I am suppose to meet Andrea and Kay at Andrea's working place and then Kay will drive us to Genting. So I took LRT to Taman Paramount where the meeting place is held. During my journey to Taman Paramount, I saw 3 Malay guys who were around my age. They dressed weird and their haircut were eye boggling to me. Gosh they looked gayish to me. Will I be prosecuted if I have my own opinions and how I feel if I post what I saw on Facebook?

So the question goes like this:

1) 2 females love each other and wants to have a relationship. What are they known as?

2) 2 males love each other and wants to have a relationship. What are they known as?

3) 1 male and 1 female love each other and wants to have a relationship. What are they known as?

Answers:

1) Lesbians

2) Gays

3) Straight (I don't know what is the exact term for it but straight seems okay)

This "friend" of mine who did not talk to me for 6 years and did not bother replying me even though I wished her happy birthday or ask how have she been doing. She saw my post regarding about the 3 gay dudes and out of no where she got pissed off saying I am a homophobe and she hate homophobes. FYI I have nothing against gays or lesbians! As long as they are God's creation I respect and love them for who they are! She just jump into conclusions and often hurt people's feelings that is what she knows best from the first day I met her until now. 

I will just skip this Disappointed moment and head on with more stuff!

So as I was saying, the meeting point was at Andrea's work place and Kay's friend fetch us to Kay's house. It was quite a distance to Kay's house and OMG the surrounding of where Kay is staying really really needed some maintenance. Andrea thought that her place was already run down not until she saw Kay's place. So while waiting for Kay to pack his stuff, Andrea and I went to the sundry shop nearby and we saw something that brought back childhood memories! Ice-pop that is what they called it...so yea ICE-POP! Both of us bought 1 and the cost of it was still the same, 20 cents for 1. I have not eaten that for around 9 years!

After we finished our Ice-pop, we shoot off to Genting Highlands! The whole journey up there was filled will craziness, screaming and laughter. Linkin Park songs all the way up and I was the one who did not scream because I do not know how to scream in any songs >_<

Foggy on the way up!

The plan was to stay a night in First World Hotel if Kay won few hundred bucks in the Casino! But then Andrea and I did not bring extra clothing, undergarments and toiletries because the initial plan was to have a one day trip! Andrea also wanted to attend Justin Bieber's MTV thingy not so sure what is that about but she could meet her baby Justin Bieber if she was selected...what are the odds...HAHAHAHA...heard that only 3 were selected out of hundreds of crazy fans.

Once we reach First World Hotel, Kay asked whether if there were any rooms available but unfortunately the rooms were fully booked! 6118 rooms but not even one available!

We wanted to leave the reception counter to head on to our tour around but God sent a Good Samaritan (husband and wife) just after we had lost hope finding a room. The middle aged couple saw that we were looking for a room and they offered us their room for RM200. The room was for 2 nights and they paid approximately RM275++ for the deluxe room. They did not want to stay because their children could not make it for the trip. Without any hesitation we took the offer! Owh...by the way that uncle's name was Joseph ^^

After putting down our bags, we head into the Genting Casino! HAHAHA my first experience inside. Too bad I did not take any pictures because pictures were not allowed to be taken =P. Andrea got too bored inside and she was yawning there. Kay and I were counting probability on the winning rate if he were to place a bet. Nice experience there for me =)

Kay and I were "forced" to leave because Kay's RM50 was donated to them =P

We then head for the Haunted Mine...it was claimed to be scary and nice...once we got in the staff said it would be about an hour O.o??? An hour of being haunted? Challenge accepted!

Got bored after waiting for 30 min

After queuing up for more than 30 min it was actually a Motion Master system...ahhh...I can see how "haunted" can it be and that staff said it would last for 1 hour! Damn! I think she was referring to 1 hour waiting! GRRR! Before we got into the room where the "haunted" session begins we were asked to pose in a frightened way...well there we go posing our frightened way~ HAHAHA!

This is the "frightened" pose!

After the 5 min of  "haunting" we have our dinner at Pizza hut, bought some toiletries after that like toothpaste, toothbrush and not forgetting Carrie Junior hair and body shampoo! LOL! Andrea wanted that because it is 2 in 1 and it smells like strawberry! After bathing we were kinda sleepy but I was still wide awake. Andrea watching her series, Kay knocked out because he had waterfall tour early in the morning and I was busy Facebook-ing.

Andrea, Kay and my foot!

Day 1 in Genting Highlands was over! More funny moments in the 2nd day.

Finally!

Woots~ Finally after searching for the entire day for a nice background picture for my new blog! Well I guess that is appropriate or I should say suitable with the font colour I have selected. Another thing that made me disappointed about blogspot which is Comic Sans! Why did they remove it?! Comic Sans is so likable. Now I have to change to some random font that is nice and suitable for viewers.

Owh and not forgetting about my playlist...yea I find it pretty awesome with the songs I have chosen hahahahaha!

Man I got to feed this blog of mine until it is fat! =D

Starting Fresh Again

I have abandoned my old blog just to start everything from scratch and new. I was being dumped by my ex for someone who she thinks might give her more love. 5 years of relationship meant a lot to me but she would not appreciate what I have done for her.

I have tried to move on and it did not work well at first because I still think of her. Well if it wasn't for my friends, I think I could not move on. I got myself a new pair of striking orange Adidas shoes, new hair cut, new phone, new T-shirts and a new game which is Diablo III...owh yea! Seriously Diablo III was not in me when shit happens for the past 3 months. There is no spirit for me to play. I lost the interest to play games when my ex dumped me. Nothing to be proud of when I lost the interest but I was happy that I met new friends. Andrea helped me out most of the time because she is the only person who can help me =)

So far I got to know 4 new friends. Sharon, Cathy, Judith and Kay. Well seriously I need to start making friends and learn how to socialize more because I was tied up by my ex for the past 5 years. Now that I am free, I have to mingle around. Owh yea~ I got a T-shirt where the printing goes like this "I AM SINGLE AND READY TO MINGLE".

Things were pretty good and I did not expect these things to happen to me but it was great! Unfortunately I am the guy who puts LOVE first more than anything on Earth. I feel the pain of being single. There was no one to care for, no one to text and there is no one to call. Not to say that I do not have friends but for the past 5 years with my ex, I did not mix with girls because she did not like it. It was not healthy but I did it for her.

Glad that is over but if you would like to know how she could dump me after 5 years relationship just feel free to click on the link below and patiently read. It is super long but it is worth reading I guarantee =)

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